Wanda ♥

Maybe you were right all along.
Maybe I should have had some faith in you all this time.
Maybe this is fate.
Maybe its some divine intervention.
But, enough maybes.
It's finally happened.
Somehow, this amazing person has come into my life.
It's funny though, how it happened in such an unlikely place.

We Found Love - Rihanna

We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place

Whatever, it doesn't matter.
We made a promise, I plan to keep it.
You're my everything and I will marry you.
Just like I promised.
I don't care about the distance.
I don't care what other people will think.
I don't care that you're so far away.
Because I truly love you.

Feel So Close - Calvin Harris

I feel so close to you right now
It's a force field
I wear my heart upon my sleeve, like a big deal
Your love pours down on me, surrounds me like a waterfall
And there's no stopping us right now
I feel so close to you right now

You

Te amo, con todo mi corazon.

Tu eres todo para mi.

Te necesito.

The "Circle" Of Life

I realise now that there is an order to life.
I wouldn't necessarily say it is a circle...
More like and oval.
Large in the middle and narrower at the two ends.
But it doesn't have a circular flow.
I'd rather think of it as a ladder.
With many, many rungs upon it.
Ranging from those who are worst off, to those living to their heart's content.
But this is not just about money, fame or wealth.
It is about happiness.
You see, at the bottom of the ladder are those who are depressed.
People who have suffered their entire lives.
Yet, these people who suffer are kind-hearted, willing to give up everything.
You remember how I said it was a ladder right?
Well these people at the bottom are always stepped on.
Used like a stepping stone to reach higher up the ladder.
Which leads me to the middle of this ladder.
Where a majority of people are.
From somewhat happy to quite.
They are ignorant and selfish and quite content.
But when times are tough, they begin to slide down the ladder.
Until someone at the bottom boosts them back up.
Now, for the top of the ladder.
It is unbelievably rare for someone to reach the top.
An individual who has reached the penultimate goal in life.
True happiness.
A person who accepts who they are and what they have.
Never wanting more than they need.
That is a rare person indeed.
Almost impossible to believe.
But it should be possible.
Somewhere out there, there is someone with such happiness.
But never forget those who help you to reach happiness.
Those depressed, self-loathing people who skirt at the ladder's base.
Those who will always be there to support you no matter how dire their situation is.
These are just the building blocks of life.
This order seems to be the way things just work out.

I'm falling, further and further into the darkness.
I can barely grasp the first rung of the ladder.
My grip grows weaker and weaker.
Until I'm holding on by my fingertips.
Is this the end?

Acknowledgement

永遠など無い わかっていたつもりだよ

That's why I'm not even going to try.

悲しみ

Losing the ability to smile.
Just watching, waiting.
But it all seems so surreal.
Maybe it's all just an illusion?
A dream that I'll never wake up from.
Or maybe what I'm hoping for is a dream?
All I can see is this road stretching beyond me.
My hands gently guiding the wheel.
The headlights reaching into the darkness ahead.
All I can do is watch the white lines along the road.
Hoping they come to an end.
Hoping I'll find the answer.
But it never seems to end.
There is no fairytale, no happy ending.
Only more and more of the road ahead.
Is that all life has to offer?
This endless road filled with sadness and loneliness?
Maybe I'm just forbidden to be happy.