People Who Care

Lately, things have been really quite down.
I've been falling, further and further into a pit of misery and despair.

Abandoned - Jay Park

(Abandoned)
Where did you go-oh-oh-oh
Where did you go-oh-oh-oh
Where did you go
Where did you go
Where did you go-oh-oh-oh
...
Why did you abandon me?

But I think I've finally reached the bottom.
Because finally things are starting to look up.
Maybe its a bit cliched for me to say I can see light, but i really can.
I can finally see the top of this hole I've been digging/ falling into.

Because, I've finally found People Who Care
I used to think I had nothing but dance.
But, dance is about more than just the movement, its the environment too.
Dance has really opened up my life and because of it I've met incredible people.

1. I think you're most important here. You're so much like me. Despite the ENORMOUS hypocrites we both may be, we still look out for each other. I hope things look up for you, remember the whole crew is there for you, not just me.

2. Don't take offense to this okay? You're childish, but grown up at the same time. I call you kiddo, but really you are like a little sister to me. To be honest, I don't think i could stay mad or cold around you. You smile too much (that's a good thing).

3. You probably won't read this, but whatever. I'm glad we met, even if it was just once. And I'm glad I had the courage to talk to you afterwards as well. And now, we're good friends. "You and I clicked like flap jacks", "Yeah, we're cool like that" LOL

4. Ok, so everyone thinks we're a ship. Personally I don't care. We know the truth and let them think what they want. The train rides home have been fun, despite the time you lost/forgot your phone HAHA. I'm glad we can talk and I know you don't reveal much about yourself, but I'm here for you. Even if you try not to show it, I can tell there's something bothering you. Just so you know, you can come to me if you want to talk.

5. You're definitely not going to read this but it doesn't matter. I just want you to know that you should be happy. And just because you're older doesn't mean you can't be with someone younger. It's ok, you still look young (:

6. It's been over a year since I've met you now. And when I look back, I don't regret a thing. We had our ups and downs, but in the end I care a shitload about you and I know you feel the same way. Thank you for always being there.

Anyway, another picture for today.
I think this one shows how i feel right now.
I just want to shoot out of this pit of despair and misery and share my happiness with everyone.



And to cap it off, a different song.
Cos I'm not feeling so Abandoned anymore. Sorry, Jay Park.

10 Points out of 10 - 2pm

La la lalala la la Pretty baby~
La la lalala la la Be my lady~
La la lalala la la Pretty baby~
La la lalala la la Be my lady~

(yes, I'm slowly turning into a kpop fan. Again.)

So, to anyone reading this, I just want you to know there are people that care.
And even in your times of despair and hopelessness, just read this blog.
Or even talk to me! Because everyone looks better when they smile (: