Apologies

Lately I've done a lot of things half-heartedly.
I've left a lot of things unsaid.
It's probably too late but some things just need to be done.

What Have I Done - Ne-Yo

Selfishly
Catered to my own desires
Never once thinking
That breaking rules just cuz I wanted to
Could possibly hurt you
My only concern was me
And now look at you
Look at what my foolishness has turned you into

What have I done
What have I done
What have I done
What have I done
I'm to blame
Love is a privilege
Not a game

1. I'm so sorry, I really am. I think the song above says what I really feel. I hurt the both of you and I really didn't mean to. I know you won't read this but I just need to get this off my mind. I still wonder if you're okay and how things are going. I miss you, but I think we're better off this way.

2.I don't know what I should say. It seems our friendship is built on these mutual feelings and worries. Despite this, we don't really say much and I'm sorry for that. Maybe cause we're so alike? I don't know. All I know is I appreciate having you around.

3.Sorry, I'm really screwed in the head eh? I had to choose now, probably the worst time in our lives. But it doesn't matter, its all sorted now. So I guess, sorry and thankyou.

4. I don't know how you've put up with me since we met. I keep on relying on you for my own stupid little mistakes. And for that, I'm sorry. I'm glad you were there for me, but don't worry. I'm looking up and I ain't looking back.

Anyway, I think sometimes these things need to be said.
It's important to get these things out even if it won't be read.
It really takes a lot off my mind.