Hiatus

Sorry I've been neglecting my blog lately.
Been kind of busy/lazy (mostly lazy).

Anyway, lately I'm starting to have my doubts.
Is it normal, or is this just how I am?
Despite all the reassurances, I just don't know.
I don't know why I think about it.
I really shouldn't be.
But its always somewhere at the back of my mind.
I should be concentrating on the positive.
Not on the "what if" scenarios.
Because they are just possibilities, not probabilities.
I just have to trust in what I can do.
The power I hold to keep this going.
And I have to trust in you.
And if I didn't, then I wouldn't even have the right to call you my girlfriend.
You're the one for me, I'm sure of it.
Even if we can't express ourselves physically at the moment.
We just have to be patient.
Grow trust, maintain our emotional connection.
Because this time I don't want to fail.
This time I plan to succeed.
Its just a matter of time.