Don't eat.
Don't sleep.
Don't study.
What am I...
So many feelings just building up, but there's no release.
Sometimes I forget how much I've bottled up.
At other times I feel like I'm going to explode.
Especially late at night/early in the morning.
And those are the loneliest times.
Even if there was someone I could talk to, they would be asleep.
Not that anyone cares.
I feel like a paradox.
I want to yell my feelings out to anyone who cares to listen.
But I'm scared to say how I really feel.
Because it would either make or break my life right now.
I don't even know what I'm achieving by writing this right now.
I guess...
I want you back.
More than ever.
Even if we have no future.
I miss you more than you'll ever know.
I miss the feeling you gave me.
Was it happiness?
I'm beginning to forget.
All I know is, I was a far better person with you.
I know, I know.
I shouldn't be relying on someone to make me happy.
But even if I want you back.
There's no way that will happen.
There's no way I can tell you how I feel.
When did everything get so complicated between us?
Between everyone?
I've become so...withdrawn.
Ne-Yo - Let Me Love You (Until You Learn To Love Yourself)
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself
And all your troubles
Don't be afraid,
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself
No comments:
Post a Comment