No More Believing

The idea of romance is dead to me.
Blind faith was never my strong suit.
Why do people say they're 'in love'?
Do you truly feel a connection to that person?
Or is it something much closer to the surface?
Something...superficial.
I can't understand the motive behind it.
Why bother if there's nothing there?
You're only wasting you're time.
That's why I've given up.
Love is dead in my eyes.

You feel it don't you?
The coldness in your soul.
The ice that tears at your heart.
You can run, you can hide.
But it will always be there.
Waiting to drag you down.
Like an anchor in the sea.
You can never escape the cold.
It only lurks beneath the surface.
And it's going to drag you down.

Is wanting to die normal? Probably.