Man Up

Stop being so fucking weak.
You have better things to do right now.
Or more important anyway.
Quit moping.
If you want things to change, do it yourself.
Whining won't get you anywhere.
Just have to suck it up and move on.

Heaven - Big Bang

逢いたくて　逢いたくて
あの海で　待っているよ
君への想い　朝も昼も夜も
逢いたくて You are my heaven

Here We Go Again

These past few months have really changed our friendship.
Its still awkward as hell, but things are starting to go back to normal.
But I don't think they'll ever be the same.
Too much has happened between us.
We're so conservative now, it makes me laugh.
What happened to our...more reckless days?
I guess this is just part of growing up.
And to be completely honest, it wasn't such a bad thing.
Sure, we did some bad things.
But we both learnt a lot.
So it wasn't completely horrible.
Well it was.
I guess I'm just trying to justify my actions. In hindsight.
Sigh. I don't know why you don't hate me.

아파 - 2NE1

우린 이미 늦은 건가요
우리 사랑 끝난 건가요
거짓말이라도 좀 아니라고 해줘요
이젠 더 잘할 수 있는데
다시 만날 수는 없지만
오늘 밤 나만이 아파요

변했니 네 맘속에
이제 난 더 이상 없는 거니
난 널 널 생각하면
너무 아파 아파 아파

더 이상 예전의 네가 아니야
내가 사랑한 너와 지금에 네가 너무도 달랐어
그저 멍하니
멀어지는널 바라보고만 서서 울었어
No way, I can't recognize
You're not mine anymore

That chapter of our lives is over.
And now we're starting all over again.
Let's take the path we should have in the first place.
And hope no one gets hurt this time.

Torn

I want to dance.
But I really should be studying.
See, I could dance.
But then I'd feel bad about not studying.
Less than 3 weeks til it starts.
6 weeks til its all over.
That's not so bad.

Beautiful - B2ST

So beautiful my girl oh oh girl oh oh girl 시간이 지나도
누구보다 내가 더 더 더 너를 아껴줄게 my girl 모두 다 줄게
너 [U] 너에게 (You) 에에게 oh oh
니가 멀리 있어도 느낄 수 있어 I’m always dreaming about you
지금보다 내가 더 더 더 너를 사랑할게 my girl you you you my girl
(You) oh beautiful (you) so beautiful (you) my beautiful nothing better than you
oh beautiful (you) so beautiful (you) my beautiful nothing better than you

STUDY GO~
Year 12 2011 FIGHTING!
(can't believe I just said that)

ps: haven't posted a photo in a while so here you go. (my sister drew it)

Only a Dream Away

U-Kiss - Neverland

Come on, come on, don’t hesitate and grab my hand
Through the forest of buildings in the sky, I will fly
Everything you believe is reality
Scattered beneath your feet are hundreds of millions of stars

Nights without sleep, throughout this night
Tell the DJ turn it up up up and da-da-dance a little more
More nights, through more nights
You will be a girl forever, girl and we stay forever young

(Oh you) I will only go with you (A fantasy that isn’t far away)
To this word full of imagination
Without an end, never end, this is Neverland

The universe is endless.
There is still so much to be discovered.
So many mysteries that are yet to be proven.
But, there are still so many problems that must be dealt with first.
Things that keep us grounded to the earth.
Things that inhibit our full potential.
Things that stop us from flying away to a NEVERLAND.



Edit: 444 views when I checked today. Is it a sign?

Why Me?

What did I do to deserve this?
You claimed that you could help, that you could fix me.
But really, when the dust settles, I'm left further behind.
Oh yes, go ahead and say that you tried.
Because really, in the end you didn't help at all.
You only made things worse.
But it's not entirely your fault.
My fault too.
For falling for you, letting myself be used.
I'm just a toy to you.
Why do I even bother?

Anyway, I've got this stuck in my head right now.

Step - KARA

Step it up step it up 다시 시작이야
또 템포를 올려서 앞질러 갈래
Just step it up step it up 다 보란 듯이
크게 볼륨 높여 baby my baby

Lalalalalalalalalala~
Lalalalalalalalalala~

Things Never Change

Will you give it a rest?
You, them or anyone else, for that matter, will never change this.
It's just meant to be.
And I can't change it.
So how can you expect someone else to?

All alone
I’m all alone
I’m all alone
I’m always alone

I'm _______ _____.

I Miss You

I really wish you were still here.
Why did you have to leave?

DBSK - どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?

どうして…君を好きになってしまったんだろう?
どんなに時が流れても君はずっと
ここにいると　思ってたのに

でも君が選んだのは違う道

どうして…君に何も伝えられなかったんだろう?
毎日毎晩募ってく想い
溢れ出す言葉　解ってたのに(もう届かない)

初めて出会ったその日から　君を知っていた気がしたんだ
あまりに自然に溶け込んでしまったふたり
何処へ行くのにも一緒で　君がいることが当然で
僕らはふたりで大人になってきた

There's nothing I can do but move on.
But even that's impossible to do.
You were the one for me.
But now I'm just alone.

それでも…君が僕のそば　離れていっても
永遠に君が幸せであること　ただ願ってる
(例えそれがどんなに寂しくても)
辛くても…

Why Isn't It Over?

I thought it had passed.
But I was wrong.
Why do I still get this feeling?
Oh well, just have to accept it and move on.
Unfortunately, this is the way life goes.
So suck it up princess and lets go.

Ne-yo - Because Of You

Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, I'm gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

And it's all because of you (all because of you)
And it's all because…
Never get enough,
She's the sweetest drug

What is wrong with me?
Always wanting something I can't have.
But that's just life.

Moving On

No this post isn't what you think about.
It's cos I've GRADUATED from high school.
But really, it's just another step forward.
I've only completed one small step of my life.
There's many more things ahead.
HSC (sigh), Uni (YAY) etc etc.

Memories - David Guetta Ft. Kid Cudi

All the crazy shit I did tonight
Those will be the best memories
I just wanna let it go for the night
That would be the best therapy for me

All the crazy shit I did tonight
Those will be the best memories
I just wanna let it go for the night
That would be the best therapy for me

All that's left are memories.
But it doesn't mean you should forget.
Because they will be undoubtedly, some of the best times of your life.
Before the world gets too complicated and shit.
Just treasure what little time is left.
Because it will be gone before you know it.

Who Do You Think You Are?

I'm really starting to hate these kinds of people.
Those people who think they own everything.
Who think they know everything.
And most importantly, think they can get away with anything.

Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Have a heart.
As ironic as that sounds with the song above, really.
Think about what you're doing to someone.
How harmful and bitchy it is.
Be considerate.
Just words alone can have such an effect on a person.
Think about your actions too.
You've no idea what that person is going through.

Smile

Did you know?
It takes 41 muscles to frown, but only 17 to smile?
So smile, it conserves energy.
Anyway, about smiles.
They really do light up a room.
They really do bring a warmth to the atmosphere.
And most of all, they really do make you happier.

Smile - Michael Jackson

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

I know it can be really hard to smile.
But really, it will make others and yourself happy.
And if the people are around you are happy, you will be happy too.

3 Months Later

So now you finally decide to show up.
Well, you seem okay.
Things seem to be fine with the both of you.
I wish you luck and happiness.

As for me, not much has changed.
I'm still that stupid guy who almost ruined your life right?
Well, don't worry.
I do learn from my mistakes.
I'll never do something like that again.
But still, things will never be the same.
I'm sorry.

R U OK?

It only takes up a little of your time.
But just these few words can make such a difference.
You have no idea how much it brightens someone's day just to know someone cares.

The girl you just called fat? She is overdosing on diet pills. The girl you just called ugly? She spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her. The boy you just tripped? He is abused enough at home. See that man with the ugly scars? He fought for our country. That guy you just made fun of… for crying? His mother is dying. If you are against bullying. --- Save a life. National Suicide Prevention Week ♥
Thursday 15 September, 2011 is R U OK? Day.

You inspire me. You used to be so...depressed.
But look at you now.
Things are looking up for you now.
I hope I can do the same.

Life Isn't Fair

First of all:
Cheer up, I'm here for you.

Anyway, back to the main post.
Life isn't fair.
As much as we'd like to think it is, there's just no way it can be.
Just accept this simple fact, it makes things a lot easier.
Although, I like to think karma helps (:
Putting that aside, I find its just easier to get on with life.
Don't worry about being rich or famous.
Just do what you can.
Try your best. No one can blame you for that.

Accept It

Not everything will turn out the way you want it to in life.
Accept what you have, and what you don't have and go from there.
There will always be an opportunity to be better, to do better.
It's just up to you if you want to take it or not.
And then there's others, who want to shortcut.
But that will just make you unhappy.
The key to success is not cheating, or taking shortcuts.
It's hard work and attitude.
You only reap what you sow.
You only get out what you put in.

Can't Nobody - 2NE1

Can’t nobody hold us down
Nothing’s gonna take us down
And you think you can stop it
But we just can’t stop it tonight
Can’t nobody hold us down
Can’t nobody can’t nobody hold us down
We gon’ keep it goin’ bout to run this town
Can’t nobody can’t nobody hold us down
Cuz we keep rockin’ we keep rockin’ (Yeah)

I know that by just sitting here and doing nothing I won't achieve anything.
And I know that I have to change myself before I can do anything.
Your greatest enemy is yourself.
You're the only holding yourself back.
So just let it go.
Aim high.
Be the best that you can be.

Love

The look on your face when I told you he was here.
I can't describe it, but you looked so happy.
You said you "get that feeling" with him and it shows.
I'm glad you found someone that you want to be with.
As long as you're happy.

We Belong Together - Big Bang

(Oh)Baby, your love is so mind-blowing(Oh yea)
I need you, gotta please you my girl
And that's for life-long (Oh baby, baby)
Baby, you know we're so right flowin'
Indeed we got a thing, can't no one ever deny

Love is often a word that gets thrown around too often. Misused.
But one day, you will find out what it truly means.
You will understand it, and you won't ever have to say it.
Because when you find out, you will have found the one you love.
Love is a feeling, it doesn't need to be said.

Apologies

Lately I've done a lot of things half-heartedly.
I've left a lot of things unsaid.
It's probably too late but some things just need to be done.

What Have I Done - Ne-Yo

Selfishly
Catered to my own desires
Never once thinking
That breaking rules just cuz I wanted to
Could possibly hurt you
My only concern was me
And now look at you
Look at what my foolishness has turned you into

What have I done
What have I done
What have I done
What have I done
I'm to blame
Love is a privilege
Not a game

1. I'm so sorry, I really am. I think the song above says what I really feel. I hurt the both of you and I really didn't mean to. I know you won't read this but I just need to get this off my mind. I still wonder if you're okay and how things are going. I miss you, but I think we're better off this way.

2.I don't know what I should say. It seems our friendship is built on these mutual feelings and worries. Despite this, we don't really say much and I'm sorry for that. Maybe cause we're so alike? I don't know. All I know is I appreciate having you around.

3.Sorry, I'm really screwed in the head eh? I had to choose now, probably the worst time in our lives. But it doesn't matter, its all sorted now. So I guess, sorry and thankyou.

4. I don't know how you've put up with me since we met. I keep on relying on you for my own stupid little mistakes. And for that, I'm sorry. I'm glad you were there for me, but don't worry. I'm looking up and I ain't looking back.

Anyway, I think sometimes these things need to be said.
It's important to get these things out even if it won't be read.
It really takes a lot off my mind.

Hopes And Dreams

Life is a bitch.
Simple as that.
There will always be pain and hurt, but that doesn't mean you let it get to you.
In fact, take the good out of it.
I've lost people before.
But they continue to live in my memory.
I carry their hopes and dreams.

Remember - Big Bang

(We both looked out for each other)
For each other yeah
(In this world there was no other)
There was no other no
(What happened to our love that)
Even if nothin changes I just wanna remember

Remember when we fought for each other
(Do you remember)
All we cared about was our love (all we cared about)
Remember when the itty bit mattered
All that happened to us do you remember
Remember when we fought for each other
(Do you remember)
All we cared about was our love (ooh)
Now I remember (ay)
One thing got in the (way)
Let's go back to the (day)
Do you remember?

I know what they would have wanted.
I still remember the time I spent with them as if it were yesterday.
And I remember what you guys wanted in life.
I will get there for you.

The Waiting Game.

So it's HSC soon.
I really should be studying.
But instead, I'm here thinking about that.
After HSC I can do whatever.
Yeah, something like that.
But it doesn't matter to me at the moment.
I'm way too caught up.
Bad timing.
That's what it was.

Next Day - Seungri

Inevitably I wake up and check the phone next to my head
I take a deep breath and for awhile try to recall what happened the night before
Then I take another deep breath

About what I had said
And if I made you uncomfortable
You, I held onto you, even though you said you hated me
I can only remember saying i miss you, and calling out the name that caused me pain

You didn't say no.
But you hinted at something later?
Maybe I'm reading way too deeply into this.
Perhaps you were just being nice?
If so, then it's ok.
I'll be fine.
Because no matter what, the sun is still shining.

Let It Be

Let It Be - The Beatles

And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.

Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Yeah, There will be an answer, let it be.

Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

What will happen, will happen.
It could be when you least expect it.
Just give it time.

If Tomorrow Never Comes...

So, I'm dreading tomorrow.
Don't ask why, I just am.
But it did make me think.
What if tomorrow never comes?

Baby Goodnight - GD and TOP

Baby good night (Don't wanna say goodbye)
Baby good night (Don't wanna say goodbye)
Baby good night (Don't wanna say goodbye)
Baby good night (Don't wanna say goodbye)

If tomorrow never comes what will you do?
What would you say?
What would you do?
Unfortunately, you can never know if tomorrow will come or not.
(Although most likely it will.)
But that's beside the point.
Live everyday like it's your last.
Life's too short for regrets.
Who knows what could happen.
If you have something to say or do, go ahead.
Don't hold back.

Sleep

Lately I've been lacking sleep.
It's really annoying when you spend half your day trying to stay awake during school.
But it does give me a lot of time to think.
And it makes me realise things could be a lot worse.
I've had my fair share of shit in life.
But I'm still thankful that I have clothes, food and a house.

Lonely - 2NE1

Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

But there are other things.
Things wrong with myself.
I know.
And I'm sorry for everyone who's had to put up with it.
But I've made up my mind.
I know what I to do.
Just get up and move on.
I will make the sun shine again.

A Time Machine

Ever wondered about having a time machine?
What would you do with it?
I want to go back to the time when life wasn't so complicated.

Don't Cry - Park Bom

Love seems to change so easily,
In place of our own greed, a painful scar is left,
Gotta let you go
And please don’t cry

It’s okay baby please don’t cry,
This long journey is about to end.
But someday, we will meet again,
In the next life, we will see each other again

I've lost a lot of things in my life.
I wish I could just re-live them.
I don't have to change the past or redo those moments again.
Just being able to spend time with you would be enough.
Because, I love you.
I can never forget you.
You have a special place in my heart.
It would probably hurt you to see me now.
I miss you, I love you and I will see you again someday.
When I finally find happiness I will be able to face you again.
Because I know that's what you would have wanted.
I'm trying, I really am.
Please wait for me.

(I'm sorry this has been a really emotional post. But I just want to say that you should treasure your loved ones, don't waste time on people who don't care.)

MJ

R.I.P. Michael Jackson

So, its Michael Jackson week at Crossover.
Entered the $2 battle...and got owned by these pro Japs.
Oh well, it was fun and a good experience.

Anyway, time for the main message.

Man in the Mirror - Michael Jackson

That's Why I Want You To
Know

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

MJ, your songs give so much meaning to those that listen to them.
I don't think I need to say much, these songs pretty much speak for themselves.
But, there is one thing that must be said.
If you want the world to be a better place it all starts with yourself.
You can't do any good in the world if you are a hypocrite.
If you want something to be changed in the world, it all begins with you.

From fighting for racial equality (Black or White) or just entertaining songs (Thriller),
MJ, you truly are, and always will be the King of Pop.

Nothing inspirational and amazing for today.
I'm a bit out of it.
Not to worry.
I have something for tomorrow.

Girls Like You - Miguel

I don't wanna think, I just wanna drink
Cause I'm overcomed by this notion
...

'Cause my heart beats are empty
So once in awhile...
Girls like you remind me that I'm lonely
Yeaaah
Remind me that I'm lonely
...

(心配しないで、ぼくは大丈夫でしょう。)

Fate.

It's a funny thing isn't it?
To think that your whole life could be determined before you're even born.
I'd like to believe in fate, but time and time again it's just my own doing.
Each and every time I would blame the mystery that is fate.
But really, deep down inside I know that it's my fault.
I wish I could break this 3 month rule, but it never seems to happen.
Some would blame that on fate.
But I know it's me. It's my fault.
I plan on changing this.
I don't know how, or even if it's possible.
If there really is some higher power, fuck that.
Take the opportunities that come, grasp them and continue on.
Because you never know what's coming your way.
But you can decide what you will do when the time comes.

Maroon 5 - Nothing Lasts Forever

Built a wall around my heart
I'll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever

One cannot simply rely on fate alone.
Sure, it determines a lot of things.
But there are choices that you, alone, must make.

We do not have a choice about what fate gives us.
But we get to decide what we will make of it,
And what path we will take from there.

Ultimately, it's up to yourself. About what life you will have.
What choices will you make?

Anyway a nice photo for today.



(Sigh, I think I'm falling for you. It scares me. I'm not ready yet.)

Fiction or Reality?

I think before i start everyone should watch this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VSkYbgxl93Y

Where do you draw the line between fiction and reality?

I'll be honest, I'm a realist.
But in saying that, its not like I don't have my own dreams.
A world in which I can escape.
But that world, seems so far away. It still does.
And that's because its just a dream.
Although, there is one thing:

Dreams do come true.



I believe the sun will shine again.

However, you can't just sit back and wait for it to happen.
Its your dream, only you can make it happen.
You have to take your own two hands, reach out and grasp your dream.
Its always within your reach, it just depends on how hard you try.
Yes, I know reality is crap. I share that thought too.
But it doesn't matter. That's why we have dreams.
If you do nothing, they are nothing but an escape from reality.
When you try to turn your dreams into reality, happiness ensues.

I Believe I Can Fly - R Kelly

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly

Pursue your dreams.
Because they will bring you true happiness.
No one said it was easy. You just have to try.
And hey,even I fail, it was worth trying.
I'd be happier knowing I got one step closer to my dream.

Hugs!

Ahh, hugs.
They have a mysterious power about them.
The power to make everything alright, when really everything isn't ok.
But what do they mean?

Hugs can mean a lot of things.
Most commonly, hello, goodbye and for cheering people up.
But there's a lot more to them than you think.
Personally, it makes me feel like people care.
I know there are other, non-physical ways to show you care.
But what better way is there than to be close to someone you care about?

Anyway, I'm glad I have people that care about me.
It's really starting to turn my life around.

So Sick - Ne-Yo

And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walking round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

And, here's a photo for today.
Cloudgazing.
Try it its relaxing.