Fairytales

Do fairytales really exist?
Because I feel like I'm stuck in one.
Albeit, an oddly twisted one.
Or maybe its normal?
I don't know.

I keep on imagining those scenes from movies.
You know, where the two lovers finally meet?
Is that what the future holds?
To be honest, I'm hoping that day comes.
When I finally see her again.
And the day that we can finally be together forever.

But even if I'm stuck in some strange fairytale.
I know that I can't just sit here and wait for things to happen.
The future rests in my hands.
I know that if I want to achieve it, all I have to do is try.
I have to reach out and grasp my future.

Your own two hands will shape your future.
So to those of you with doubts and fears.
Clear your mind and strive for what you want.
Because if you try hard enough, you will achieve it.


Changed The Way You Kiss Me - Example

I've never been afraid of the highest heights
Or afraid of flying now
I've never been afraid of the wildest fights
Not afraid of dying

Hiatus

Sorry I've been neglecting my blog lately.
Been kind of busy/lazy (mostly lazy).

Anyway, lately I'm starting to have my doubts.
Is it normal, or is this just how I am?
Despite all the reassurances, I just don't know.
I don't know why I think about it.
I really shouldn't be.
But its always somewhere at the back of my mind.
I should be concentrating on the positive.
Not on the "what if" scenarios.
Because they are just possibilities, not probabilities.
I just have to trust in what I can do.
The power I hold to keep this going.
And I have to trust in you.
And if I didn't, then I wouldn't even have the right to call you my girlfriend.
You're the one for me, I'm sure of it.
Even if we can't express ourselves physically at the moment.
We just have to be patient.
Grow trust, maintain our emotional connection.
Because this time I don't want to fail.
This time I plan to succeed.
Its just a matter of time.

Wanda ♥

Maybe you were right all along.
Maybe I should have had some faith in you all this time.
Maybe this is fate.
Maybe its some divine intervention.
But, enough maybes.
It's finally happened.
Somehow, this amazing person has come into my life.
It's funny though, how it happened in such an unlikely place.

We Found Love - Rihanna

We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place

Whatever, it doesn't matter.
We made a promise, I plan to keep it.
You're my everything and I will marry you.
Just like I promised.
I don't care about the distance.
I don't care what other people will think.
I don't care that you're so far away.
Because I truly love you.

Feel So Close - Calvin Harris

I feel so close to you right now
It's a force field
I wear my heart upon my sleeve, like a big deal
Your love pours down on me, surrounds me like a waterfall
And there's no stopping us right now
I feel so close to you right now

You

Te amo, con todo mi corazon.

Tu eres todo para mi.

Te necesito.

The "Circle" Of Life

I realise now that there is an order to life.
I wouldn't necessarily say it is a circle...
More like and oval.
Large in the middle and narrower at the two ends.
But it doesn't have a circular flow.
I'd rather think of it as a ladder.
With many, many rungs upon it.
Ranging from those who are worst off, to those living to their heart's content.
But this is not just about money, fame or wealth.
It is about happiness.
You see, at the bottom of the ladder are those who are depressed.
People who have suffered their entire lives.
Yet, these people who suffer are kind-hearted, willing to give up everything.
You remember how I said it was a ladder right?
Well these people at the bottom are always stepped on.
Used like a stepping stone to reach higher up the ladder.
Which leads me to the middle of this ladder.
Where a majority of people are.
From somewhat happy to quite.
They are ignorant and selfish and quite content.
But when times are tough, they begin to slide down the ladder.
Until someone at the bottom boosts them back up.
Now, for the top of the ladder.
It is unbelievably rare for someone to reach the top.
An individual who has reached the penultimate goal in life.
True happiness.
A person who accepts who they are and what they have.
Never wanting more than they need.
That is a rare person indeed.
Almost impossible to believe.
But it should be possible.
Somewhere out there, there is someone with such happiness.
But never forget those who help you to reach happiness.
Those depressed, self-loathing people who skirt at the ladder's base.
Those who will always be there to support you no matter how dire their situation is.
These are just the building blocks of life.
This order seems to be the way things just work out.

I'm falling, further and further into the darkness.
I can barely grasp the first rung of the ladder.
My grip grows weaker and weaker.
Until I'm holding on by my fingertips.
Is this the end?